Suddenly, I feel so discouraged because it seems that I am beginning to lose my ability to encourage. I no longer could find the right word from my heart to encourage my love ones, and usually it was all natural for me do that. I really hope such sentiment is temporal and I can overcome it real soon. Returning stronger from where I have fallen.

Lately, I was quite badly afflicted by the happenings around me. My ah gong got quite critically ill, got hospitalised and has yet accepted Christ. Also, the endless waitings and uncertainty of my job hunting. Probably all these things caused me to feel that I have ran out of words to encourage/comfort.. The feeling is like how to encourage/comfort others when I myself don't feel encouraged/comforted at all. ha! great!

..not giving in to the situation yet.. thank God for all the Christian songs.. something that i can always use to encourage myself and the people around me..