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new shoes/ 1:32 PM
Thursday, January 27, 2005

heyy!! i finally bought a new pair of shoes haha..its fr queenswae..*cheap*cheap* haha i hope it can blend well with my clothes..hmm..well i guess that will be my motivation to study for next week tests..


Talking abt tests i think i gonna faint liao..i got like 5 tests next week.. one on mon, three on tues and one on thurs..i hafen even started yet..dunno how am i gonna sit for the papers..i needa get my hands on the books todayy..if i dont it will be a "'tts it" situation for me..well peeps, do pray for mi kayy..thx!! pray tt i got the strength and disclipline to studyy..i gtg to slp then study liao..


Took some pics of my new shoes..can click here to see if u want.. =pPp



wee../ 7:04 PM
Monday, January 24, 2005

They sae hypothise works..ok let me try..

i am a happie boy. iam a happie boy. i am a happie boy. iam a happie boy. i am a happie boy. iam a happie boy. i am a happie boy. iam a happie boy. i am a happie boy. iam a happie boy. i am a happie boy. iam a happie boy. i am a happie boy. iam a happie boy. i am a happie boy. iam a happie boy. i am a happie boy. iam a happie boy. i am a happie boy. iam a happie boy. i am a happie boy. iam a happie boy. i am a happie boy. iam a happie boy. i am a happie boy. iam a happie boy.
lets hope after this.. i will be a real a happie boy.
wee`




It's my life! GOD controls it all;/ 10:54 PM
Sunday, January 23, 2005

Jumbled thoughts Scrambled feelings.I wanted to trust you again.I was beginning toTrust doesn’t come easy to me.The slightest tremor And trust crawls back under its rock. Only you don’t create tremors.You create earthquakes.I am shaken to my very core.The shade tree of hope, gone.The sweet water of trust, gone. I’m back in the desert again. An emotional wasteland with no oasis. Empty, numb and scared Again.



haixx/ 11:00 PM
Saturday, January 22, 2005

Just when you think things can't get any worse, they do. I've learned that life is like hour glass sand. Sooner or later, everything hits rock bottom, but all you have to do is be patient and wait for something or somebody to turn everything back around.



lllllllllllll/ 8:02 PM
Friday, January 21, 2005

I AM DEPRESSEDDDDDDDDD!!!



Wooshh/ 10:53 AM
Thursday, January 20, 2005

Helloo!! everyone tt is reading my blog!!Getting abit hype up over here..haha..there is no sch for mi today and tmr..Maybe i will be going to andrew hse to stay over..haha cos he is gg into ns soon..how soon?..this sat..woah..time flies..i think next will be my turn..


Then on fri, i will be going to airport to send off shallene..wah its a wee in the morning flight..hopefully i will be able to wake up in time..then after that i will be going to east coast with some of my churchmates.. whee.. gonna roller blade.. whoo..shessh..i am a pro ok..haha wait!! let mi finish, pro in falling down..haha!!


i love the sea!!..especially when there is breeze..ahh.. it will have all ur troubles and worries blown away, blown away with the breeze..a great place to be if u want some peace..God's creation is Cool !



Hope that the weather will be gd tmr!!!

-Fiddo Diddo-



Some thoughts in my mind../ 8:32 AM
Monday, January 17, 2005

Loving someone does not mean tt she has to be your gf
Loving someone does not mean that she has to be nice to you
Loving someone does not mean possesing over her

Loving someone is when u r there when she needs u the most
Loving someone is when u show continual care n concern when she doesnt appreciate it
Loving someone is when she is sad, u r sad and when she is happie , u r happie...


Losing myself in the realm of love..






i am Lost!!! the feeling is back again!!/ 9:49 PM
Saturday, January 15, 2005

Sometimes Its Hard To Say No When You Really Mean 'Yes'
Its Hard To Close Your Eyes When You Really Want To See
The Hardest Thing To Do Is To Let Go When You Really Want To Stay...
If God permits and you allow..
I am willing to be ur nothing that last forever..



Friday, 14 January,2005/ 1:53 PM
Friday, January 14, 2005

YeSS!!Finally!!i completed and submitted my dunno how many pages long report!! had been doing it since last week, it is real tedious man!! A burden off my chest!! YEsss!! Today is the my favourite day of the week cos itss a fridae! Meaning i dun hafta go sch tmr..yes!! yes!! haha!! Meanwhile i am gonna relax and enjoy while i can..

Anyway, i was browsing gina's reserrection camp pics..can see that its reallie a chee ba bom camp..Got nice games, gd food and everything. i think ultimately most is that they get to encounter God during the camp..sigh..wat a waste, i cldnt make it for tt camp..all thx to my stupid attachment..haixx..

Eh..while browsing through the pics, i started to ponder abt some stuff..Stuff abt why some people can be very nice and sweet to you now ,and the next moment, they can be real cold and unfriendly towards you..strange isn't it?? but tt is the reality of life!Sigh sigh~ no wonder they sae gd things nv last for long..

Well,shldnt go too much into it..let God handle ba..there must be a reason for everything..In his plan, he will reveal it to me..haha, just uploaded some evening pics from my hse view..if interested to see, can
click here.. till then cya!!



Tuesday, 11 January,2005/ 11:17 PM
Tuesday, January 11, 2005

A birdie clipped its poor left wing
Thereafter it really could not sing

Feeling much pain it almost cried
But it did not and it kept its pride

Trying to get its left wing to heal
It tried and tried to get some feel

Finally healing that wing can flap
Helping the birdie fly in one snap

Now this little birdie flies and flies
Soaring the skies singing lullabies

Let us stay positive regardless of what happens!



Monday,10 January, 2005/ 1:45 PM
Monday, January 10, 2005

Don't let today's disappointments cast a shadow on tomorrow's dreams.

Somehow came across this meaningful quote while surfing the net in school..
haha think its very true la..haha.so i gonna blog about it..hehex..

Anyway, have you all experienced any bad downfall in life that reallie bring you down so hard that u think u can never get up again?? eh.. i myself experience that before and it reallie affected me alot..its not one major disappointment that brought me down. its a multiple one..such that after experiencing it for a few times, u will feel tt there is no point carrying on any further..cos no matter what u do or how hard u have tried..the thing will nv work out...in short its a real sucky experience : (

The bottom line is..let go of ur disappointments before it gets BIG in your head and start affecting ur life...haha said is easier than done..well, we can always pray abt it and rely on this faithful God,Jesus, that we all have..
Amen!



Saturday,8th January, 2005/ 1:06 PM
Saturday, January 08, 2005

JOHN

English form of Johannes, which was the Latin form of the Greek name Ioannes, itself derived from the Hebrew name Yochanan meaning "YAHWEH is gracious". This name owes its consistent popularity to two New Testament characters, both highly revered as saints. The first was John the Baptist, the forerunner of Jesus Christ and a victim of beheading by Herod Antipas. The second was the apostle John, also supposedly the author of the fourth Gospel and Revelation. The name has been borne by 23 popes, as well as kings of England, Hungary, Poland, Portugal and France. It was also borne by the poet John Milton and the philosopher John Locke.

Haha didnt know i am supposed to be gracious.. Hey peeps, if u want to know what ur name atcually mean, u can check this site out.
http://www.behindthename.com/




Thursday,6th January,2005/ 4:43 PM
Thursday, January 06, 2005

Today is another boring dae..nth much happened. Just update that i went for my ns medical checkup ydae..haha..it was so coincidental..met tian li at cmpb and its like so happened that we are in the same time slot..haha..wat a small world..Got Pes C 1 L2 for medical check up..not because i am gay or wat la but because of some elbow dislocation problem i face..well, didnt reallie want pes c la..my dream of becoming a officer n commando is gone now..but after thinking for a while,i think pes c is not bad la..at least i might have the chance of going home everydae.. wateva la..shldn't find more excuses..gd or bad, i shall let God decide..

whee!! tmr gg to pasta mania for Shallene's farewell dinner..



Tuesday,4th January,2005/ 5:43 PM
Tuesday, January 04, 2005

Wow this new yr comes faster than i thot it would..i will be out of poly in 3mths time and i will be entering a new phrase of life called NS..Think of it, its reallie very fast..eh.. a little bit faster than the speed of bullet train..lamee..still remember the first time i stepped into nyp..thinking tt its was very big and damn zhai cos its like 100 times than my sec sch,acs br. There is MacDonalds,air-conditioned classrooms and even a olympics size swimming pool..Maybe tt explains the big difference in the sch fees..hehe.. it seems like onli ydae when i got enrolled into the school and now i am gonna be out of it ..haixx..times reallie flies man, no wonder they have this saying tt gd things end much faster than bad things when its actuallie the same..guess when i am inside ns, i gonna miss everything abt Nyp..the ambience, the pig and dog friends i do projects and eat lunch with..maybe even the food there.. haha guess no point rantling on n on ba..i guess i just need to cherish my sch more while i still haf acess to it..

Hope that the next chapter of my life will be better..whee..



Saturday,1st January,2005/ 1:42 PM
Monday, January 03, 2005

HapppIeee New Yr Peeps!! May God bless all of ya richly this Yr!! Don't Forget to Shine ever brightly for Him too!!Wheee!! Well, went to stay over at jinwei's hse with a few of the guys. Mainly, matt,jacob,leo chng and andrew. haha it was quite lame la..wanted to count dw at his hse but end up counting dw in the train..haha..we slack at his hse as usual then played the four walls thingy.. Think christmas stay over at jas hse was better la..perhaps got more pple tts y..well the next day,i went to cob's hse with Mei,sophia and joanne to cut hair..i like my new haircut..look like porcupine if anybody wld dare to disturb mi, i just use my hair n poke them..haha.. oh i think Mei's new haircut is nice too..watsmore its onli 4 bucks..Super worth it n Satisfied..After tt, jinwei joined us for dinner..then while eating we came out with the tiramisu wave and tobacco sauce jokes..haha..didn't know i cld reallie be blur n silly at times..haha..heck la..just have to think b4 i speak next time.. X )



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