i can't wait to graduate.. i can't wait to start working.. i can't wait to earn my first full time job salary.. and most importantly, i can't wait for God's perfect timing on that matter to faster come.. well well.. all these will start to take place in approximately 11 more mths time.. To be even more precise, it's 8 more modules and 7 more exam papers to go.. haha..

Alot of you may asked why i want to start working so desperately, when the best phase of life for most people is during their schooling years. well, i live a life where money didnt come easily to me. My parents have to work very hard just to have their ends meet together. Hence through out my entire life, i didnt had much luxury doing what i really liked. I still remembered in sec 1 how i had to reject my friends whenever they asked me out for movie. I would always reply them by saying," oh sorry, i am busy that day. you guys have fun and enjoy without me yea" when in actual fact, i really would love to join them, but i couldnt because i will be so broke after that.. haha because of that, i began to understand why some people think that the world is unfair.

Even for now.. i have yet to fulfill my wish of moseying around the world.. being exposed to the different cultures, histories and environments in the world is just so cool to the max la.. people of my age, who has similar dream, have started their journey since like.. donkey years ago? These people already have been travelling at a tender young age, because their parents would always bring them for overseas holiday whenever it's their school term break.

Of cos, money is not the route to true happiness, but all these years.. money has been a irritating obstacle, which never failed to restrict what i really wanted in life. So now, i can't wait to graduate quickly to get rid of this obstacle. argh! Gonna earn as much money as possible, and hopfully by doing so, i could do what i always longed for.

Labels: LIfe is short but i am going to make it count this time.

I guess i really have to learn how to control my emotions.. argh it's forbidden!! yes time to distance away from it before the situation becomes irreversible..

*phew* i just came back home from a simple dinner with darryl and jacob. We gobbled down 2 plates of carrot cakes, 3 bowls of ba chor mee and finally 2 bowls of mango pomelo dessert altogether.. Nothing fascinating actually, but i guessed it was the company that made the difference. haha. We talked about many things.. How we worked and suffered together during our part time job in ritz cartlon and of cause, our unforgettable army life.. Somehow i feel that we will never grow tired of talking about such stuff. Everytime we do so, it still has the same effect of bringing laughters and even the nostagia feel amidst the conversation. It was really a pleasant night spent with you guys. thanks man! Looking forward to more of such gathering soon yea.. haha..

whoaa.. my 4th semester in rmit has finally ended with effect on wed, 5/11. The exam period this time round was really horrifying. i seriousily do not how i managed to cope it other than thinking that it is God's grace that has been sustaining me through out. My dad got send to the hospital via ambulance just before my 1st paper. I fell really ill just before my second paper, and in the midst of my 3rd paper, i was coughing as though i was gonna faint in the examination hall. Despite all this, God is still good.. He addde strength unto me, and even gave me friends who encourage by reminding me that there is no problem bigger than God. As long as we trust and are willing to commit, there will be a miracle. In my case, its really a miracle man. Now, I really hope to get results that glorifies and honours Him.

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Btw have you guys read the book, "The five Love Languages" by Gary Chapman. It is the international bestseller book that reveals how different people express love in different ways. There are mainly 1) Quality time 2)Words of affirmation 3)Gifts 4)Acts of service 5)Physical touch. It basically tell us that by knowing all these, we
could express our love to another person in a much more effective manner; in a way that means volume to them.

I happened to take the "which love language are you" quiz on facebook.. here is what it says of me.. haha..

You are a person of gifts. This means you are most touched when people give you a gift, because it means they were thinking of you when they bought, created or found what they give you. You see life as a gift, and it's things in it!. Gifts and giving is your emotional tool and you will therefore also use this to connect to other people. Gifts are a great way of communicating, but when someone else you love doesn't necessarily talk the way you do, it doesn't mean they don't love you. What would be their primary love language?

The downside of giving gifts without talking or doing things for someone else, may come across as a quick fix to escape building a further relationship. Try to put in some effort by finding out what the other person's language is, too. A good conversation or spending time with them can be a gift to them, more precious than box of chocolate!

One last point to mention is that God also communicates in your love language. He uses gifts, too. He says in the Bible that He loves you, that you are the apple of His eye, and that He wants you to come to Him and talk to Him. He loves you and gave Jesus (God Himself in human form) to bridge the gap caused by the fall of sin through which we cannot fully obey the law He gave us. He made the solution through Jesus, and when accepting Him, you'll accept God Himself, Who loves you, and wants to communicate with you. Jesus is the greatest Gift, Who gives salvation FREELY to whoever accepts Him. Praise God!

hmm pros and cons..

So whats your love language?