woahhh.. time flies again.. it never failed to fly in my life. i was caught in the rush of preparing for my assignments and project. i finally gotten myself to some serious studying mood. Really want thank those who have prayed for me, and of cos i want to thank God too. :o)

One thing i learned in life.. God's love is never failing, and so is his timing. i believe that this yr will be a real meaningful one for me. Age 23 yr is a special year for me just as it is for my friend, jacob. This year gonna reveal one cute promise i made with a person 8 yrs ago. i don't dare to call the person my friend now, because we haven't been contacting each other for so long. Its about 4yrs since we last talked?? This person just faded away in my life, as she doesnt go online anymore, or reply any of my smses, but of cos through my indirect means, i know that she is still alive. haha. Thank God for tt.

I always deemed this person as someone really special in my life, and someone could make the magical moments in my life alive. i got to know this person through obs in sec 3, and we had the connection and really clicked together. The main highlight was the last night of obs. We chatted under night sky tt was filled many bright growing diamond alike stars, and infront of the sea tt brought soothing crashing waves back and forth. We chatted till late, and we became so tired out that we fell asleep on the ground sheet without knowing. That moments spent was really really magical. Stars gazing, sitting by the beach with that someone special and had the chemistry. It resemblanced to those moments we see in typical taiwan n jap serial shows.

Both of us started chatting about future, and asked each other about the perfect right timing to get a bf/gf, so that one can marry or get married before 30. haha, finally both of us agreed that 23 is the ideal age to be in a r/s. Then i asked if we could be in a r/s, if she haven't found someone suitable by 23. She got pissed with my words, and said she doesnt want to be treated like spare tire. i prolly watched too much serial show, and thinking tt it was something sweet to say to a girl, but i was wrong. i apologised.. and to my surprise, she accepted my apologies along with tt dumb but sweet idea of mine.. haha..

Time really flies.. 8yrs passed just like that.. i am gg to be 23 this yr, and so is the promise still realizable? i seriousily don't think so. So many things have changed over the yrs. She certainly grew taller much i heard. She is 1.7 sth now, while i am still around the same height as previousily. haha. Time had been cruel. It pulls our friendship apart instead of drawing it closer. I call this God's will. For the good, or for the bad, i don't know. All i had ever hoped for is to find back that precious friendship, which i onced held many yrs ago.