Yesterday was singapore birthday.
Happy birthday to you, singapore.. !!
i spent half of the day in church.. church was having some band dynamics training session with his guy called moses tan.. i must say that he is reallie gd, despite the fact that i dont know what he was saying most of the time..haha, i felt like he was speaking to me in tongues.. the terms he had used all seemed so alien to me..perhaps i am not the musical kind of person.. haha.. oh well.. music made most pple in my church alive, but i reckon it does the same thing for me.. During second part of the session, it was so dry to the extend that my attention died off completely, i started to observe the pple ard, their enthu level were still there.. take my hats off them..*salute*
SLowly, i started pondering away into my own world, talking to myself endlessly.. why these pple could do that, yet i cant..why God ,why?? This is something tt the church need, they have it, yet i don't..this is so unfair..why? and Somehow God spoke to me saying, "Do not ask what the church need, rather ask yourself what makes you come alive, and go do it.
Because, what the church needs is people who have come alive." This is like whooaaaa.. i am so enlightennnnneddd.. The church's musicians have come alive through music. What abt you.. what makes you come alive.. Seek for it, because thats what a church really need..