Guess right now i am facing
some sort of spiritual insolvency..
It's a stage whereby u feel unable
to contribute anymore. u gave
everything u had and u have nth
left to give, or rather to tired to give..
In layman term..heavy output and
no input..there were just too many major
events for me to process what happened,
and learn from the experiences..i am
becomin stale, everything i do seemed
so pointless.. iam doing it for the sake of
doing it.. e.g. i do sound for service because
its my job, no longer becos i love God and
want to serve, it becomes like a chore now..
sighh..sighh

oh well, iam determined to pick myself up now..
Lets hope that the coming retreat
would be able to revitalize my mind and
strength.. :))


i thot u were the one; reallie wished u were. probably not, iam having second thots now.