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God's love/ 8:08 PM
Monday, May 21, 2007
"God's relationship with us and with world
just like that: a relationship. As that every relationship, there is a certain amount of unpredictability, and the ever-present likelihood that you will get hurt. The ultimate risk anyone ever takes is to love, for as C.S Lewis says, Love anything and your heart will be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact you must give it to no one, not even animal..But God does give it, again and again and again, until he is literally bleeding from it all." Anyone of u all ever pour out everything to chase some girl/guy that u realli like? if u had done it before, u shld be able to grasp the "heart bleeding" hurt when he/she just dun appreciate wat u had given..even worst he/she takes u for granted,repaying ur kindness and love with mere ignorance.. its very unbearable isnt it? Well, God feels the same way everytime we upset n disappoint him.The pain n hurt in his heart is no less compared to ours, maybe its worst..yet,he forgives and forgives..we are like the person we want to chase after..taking God for granted by asking him to help whenever there is a emergency, and shunning him away the next moment we are safe.. God, iam sorry for all the hurt i caused. forgive mi for the times i disobey your words, and the times i go against ur way.teach mi to follow ur words closely and also, let me have the discipline to keep my walk close with you. Thank you God! Amen. |
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frens/ 10:28 PM
Friday, May 18, 2007
fall,pick up, fall, pick up,fall, pick up This is a vicious cycle that i am going through, and i had enough of it already..i need a break from everything! Somehow i think i needa enlarge my social circle. For the past two yrs it had not been growing. worst still, it might have declined. maybe, i shld join sdu to know more friends.. haha.. what is frenship exactly..one tt have fun i believe what you give is what you get. you give this much to your frens, u will receive this much from ur frens too. Having said that, i think i hadnt been giving alot, and now its time to give more.. "Friendship requires just alittle more effort than what we are showing now." "Be a friend to your "friends" today. More than just a "fellowship and gathering" friend, but build friendships on the foundation of the Lord. Only then will we be able to meet in heaven and still regard each other as true friends, rather than just acquaintances." -Quoted from YF blog |
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In danger of spiritual insolvency./ 7:21 PM
Thursday, May 03, 2007
Guess right now i am facing
some sort of spiritual insolvency.. It's a stage whereby u feel unable to contribute anymore. u gave everything u had and u have nth left to give, or rather to tired to give.. In layman term..heavy output and no input..there were just too many major events for me to process what happened, and learn from the experiences..i am becomin stale, everything i do seemed so pointless.. iam doing it for the sake of doing it.. e.g. i do sound for service because its my job, no longer becos i love God and want to serve, it becomes like a chore now.. sighh..sighh oh well, iam determined to pick myself up now.. Lets hope that the coming retreat would be able to revitalize my mind and strength.. :)) i thot u were the one; reallie wished u were. probably not, iam having second thots now. |
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