Changing my blog backgrd music to remind mi to
be happy always..haha..its a new start for mi..
smile* smile*

What have i done? Why do u hafta ignore mi tt wae?



I gave up entirely..
Surely there must be something better..
Something forever..



i'm letting you go..




Tainted. Has our love grown cold?
Wheres the old you i used to know..

-Sign off-

A dishearten SouL

Currently...
having a mini break from shitty army life.
when u're in the army..
everything goes haywire..
ur eng becomes broken than ever...
u become more vulgar n hot temper than usual..
everything is just cockup hiya~
i dun want to lead armylife anymore..

Anyway, haf been figuring out wat to do next..
thinking of which crossroad shld i take..
Life so confusing...
there are just so many cross roads...
dunnoe which way to go...
take or dun take the chance?

Sometimes having too much hope...
wld also make u fall harder...
if it doesn't comes along...

how? bo bian we hafta risk it all..
no venture no gain..true?...
if reallie fall,fall la..think positively
man..after u fell, dun let it stop
there,bravely stand up n learn
fr it. so that you'll never fall
the same way again.

All of u may think tt iam an easily
contented guy..give mi food n i'll
be happie..haha well to be honest..
I'm person tt will never b contented...
Even if i have got the best now
i wld still wana b better than someone
cos there's always someone better.
Its a never-ending goal.
After i reach one goal i'll aim even higher.
i am a hidden perfectionist.
Its hard to understand me
even i dun. all i know its tt i want
more than wat i have now...
All i want is to be happy
n tt's to get wat i want..
muahahah...

I wanna be a wedding planner..
cos its the happiest time of a couple..
its the day when bride n groom r
the star of the event...
As wedding planner u'll naturally look gd
when u're next to the glamrous couple..
..sheesh..

Ydae was my last dae in tekong which
marks the end of my bmt..haha
i am no longer a recruit but a private now..
this also marks the end of my botakhood
whoo~..

well well in a few hrs time, i will be
setting off to malaysia..taking this
12 daes break tt the army gives to relieve
myself by gg for a holidae with my bunkmates.
heh. i hope it will be fun! till now i shall blog
again after i come back fr malaysia..truely AsIA~
cYa!'

I'm so dead tired,
but i can't go to sleep,
there's so much on my mind,
so many things i wanna do

I'm young and i'm free,
enjoying my life as much as i can,
i have many dreams and aspirations,
that i hope to achieve somehow

It's hard to please myself,
but i've got to at least try,
i wanna be a better person,
and live a better life

The world is a shithole,
and sometimes i feel like crap,
but i've got to keep on going,
in order to make my dreams a reality.