Ydae was the first time ever in my life,
i saw a girl, whu seemed so strong,
broke dw hard in tears..guess tts
the danger of loving a person too
much..

DISAPPOINTMENTS N EXPECTATIONS..
are the cause of it..

Many often a times, pple expect to
be treated the same way as how
they treat pple. For instance, i be nice
to u as ur gd fren, u better be nice to
mi as a gd fren. i be nice to u as
a bf, u better be nice to mi as a gf too.

it sets mi thinking the reason why
we love our bf,gf, or frens is because
we expect them to return us the
favour of loving us back. if they
dun, we will be upset! i dun think
this kind of love is genuine..

i feel..

Genuine love is abt loving a bf,gf or frens
for whu they are. it's selfless..u dun EXPECT
but to HOPE tt one dae ur bf,gf or frens would
be touched and they too wld love u just the
way u are..afterall we love God becos he first
love us right..n as a christian,i also want
my frens and future gf to love mi becos
i first love them selflessly..heh heh..

=PpP

ARGHHHHHH WHY AM I SO DOWN WITH
LUCK RECENTLY..LOST MY RITZ NAME TAG!
THEN MY HP SPOIL AND NOW!! I LOST MY RITZ
LOCKER KEY!!! OH GREAT! I AM PISSED AT
MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHH!!!!! :(((((((((((

For a moment, i am lost for words..
its like so many things happnening
in my life currently.. i dunno where
to start..but it revloves basically
ard church,ritz and meeting up
with old frens..

hmm guys cell camp was fantastic man!
i was asked to be grp leader for song team..
y the team is named "song"? haha cos its my
team la..toot toot to all whu is reading this..
haha..had a superb fun time in the camp la..
great food,great time fellowshipping
and most imptly, God was there and we
were able to encounter him..
Amen..

At ritz..wanna thank ade,eugene,tianyew
and many others for making the workplace
more enjoyable.haha..the thing abt ritz is
anybody can tok to anybody, even though
u dunnoe the other person's name at
all..haha u just look at them in the eyes
or tap on their shoulders n they will tok
to ya..haha..hmm..if only orchard is like tt..
waha..lagi best..


JOANNE: BUDDY!' Your pressie is still
in arrear..haha..anw u haf been a
gd buddy too! thanks for everything!
Gd or bad times, thank God for it yea..
cos u will never noe if the bad times are
preparation for u to enjoy the good times.
Be strong n believe in urs!

BONNIE: I see..u haf a dog named polar..
be gd to tt doggie ok..shower him with
lotsa love,care n concern kay! if possible
let him mate with jo's dog la. I want free
puppies! hehe.. ya la ya la..i am not
attractive enough to capture ur attention!
but whu wants it anywae.. =X haha
Dunno whu's bdae is coming hor..

DARREN: UPDATED! My good old fren!
nv regretted knowing u and letting u
be my gd fren. haha. Cont to shine
for God? yea? If things are not gg
smoothly for ya, dont despair kay..
God will be there n i will be there for
ya too..haha..mushy enough anot?

HUIYU: hey!! u stupid duck! i rock in
real life too okay..not just MSN! haha
nice time chatting with ya over the
msn..hope u are doing reallie fine and
moving on with life happily..well, i am
just a call away if u need a listening ear
=p or even apunching bag at any
moment..heh..

i went out with my fren in ritz some daes back..
haha..i was supposed to teach her sth but
in the end nv..feeling guilty now..opps..
haha..

oh wells, after tt we haf a fun time walking
ard cold storage looking for some cheese
cake ingredients..haha

haha..ADE!!..if u r reading this..
TEACH ME How TO
MAKE CHEESE CAKE KAYY!?!?



On our wae to cold storage..


Wat a place to act cute..heh


Models for 100plus? haha

The past one week had been a wonderful one..
i think its the best one so far since my holis
started..haha..it started goin out with
my sec sch buddy,darren..lame la..we went out tt
dae wearing acs shirts n sweater..y?we want
to revive our sec sch daes memories..oso to see if we
haf the charm to attract sec sch mei meis anot..
whaha..apparently it failed la..wat a joke dae man..
However, tt dae was still fulfilling la..had a wonderful
heart-to-heart conversation..haha Darren,
i must say tt u r a gd listening ear man! thx!

next up is going to wilfred soccer field to play
soccer with the cg guys n some of the kum
yam methodist church pple..tt dae was so
hot..although i onli played for like 2 hrs?
n my shoulder plus neck was sunburnt..painful
man..

i think i better stop typing here..my head is
in a whirl..i think i slpt too much..haha..
shall cont if i have the chance.. cya!

My thoughts

-God is gracious..just when i thot i haf no frens,
he opened my eyes and reveal it to mi whu my
frens reallie are..

-The way to stop a person fr missing someone is to
let them seett person..if they dun, everything becomes
a memory..

Click here to see darren/Songlee acs poser pic!