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/ 12:46 PM
Friday, April 29, 2005
oh well i feeling emotional again(thx to my blog song)
sigh..it makes mi ponder that if ever i could turn back the time and change everything..change the thing tt i should do yet i nv and the thing tt i shldnt do yet i did. will i be happier? i dun wanna live a life of regrets animore!! AHH..SOnglee, u must NOT GIVE UP!! Don't say.. Don't say its too LAte !!! WOOSH!! It doesn't take much to learn when the bridges that you burn leave you stranded feeling alone it doesn't take much to cry when you're living in a lie and deceiving that someone who cares. if i could turn back the time I would put you first in my life. and I would risk it all for you to prove my love is true I'll build a wall around my heart that will only break a part for you can't change the way I feel so tell me what's the deal don't say, dont say its too late and now. the hills are getting hard to climb I'm runnin out of time my decisions are pending on you and I will accept the blame for burnin out the flame hoping the story will twist once again And if I could turn back the time I would put you first in my life... |
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/ 11:05 AM
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
Happiness comes more from loving than
being loved; and often when our affection seems wounded it is only our vanity bleeding. To love, and to be hurt often, and to love again. -- this is the brave and happy life. |
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/ 11:43 AM
Monday, April 25, 2005
heyehye here i am updating again..
ydae the testimony part of the service somehow triggered me like leonard as well.. esp when i am turning 20 in a few mths too.. oh my gosh..so wat haf i been doing for the past 20 years of life? i think, like many, i just waste it away..doing mostly stupid and nonsensical things. haix..not gonna dwell on the past but the future! heh.. issit so hard to become a nice guy?? ..one tt gives without asking for anything in return..and y issit so that, the mr nice guy will be deem as a bad guy once he stops giving as much as he used to..PPLE!! stop taking things for granted..if he doesnt treat you as gd as b4, ask urs even in the first place u appreciate what he was doing at all.. |
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/ 12:18 PM
Thursday, April 21, 2005
Recently, i got back my results..reallie thank God ..
i got no C at all this time round..My hearts,mind and emotions was whirling during tt whole semester..But God prove to be faithful to mi..he provided frens and happie things around mi to spur mi on.. Thank you God.. All the Glory to u!! AMeN! Here are my results : 1dist (top 5% one not the normal A) 2b+ 3bs Btw just wanna apologize to those tt i offended becos of my insensitivity..i wasn't myself recently..my mood was quite foul but i dunno y..haiz..oh well i shall dwell myself in watching naruto!! CyA.. |
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/ 1:20 PM
Friday, April 15, 2005
Received my enlistment letter fr mindef two days ago..
yes i will be gg in soon..how soon?? 22nd july..haha.. wondering howsa life inside wld be like..wld it be like wat i want? those super on n garang type..haha i hope so..3 more mths of freedom left..i gonna make full use of it..no time to waste..i gonna live a life as if there is no tmr..best if i cld revive those magical moments i long for.. |
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/ 2:01 PM
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
Alpha camp
Yes finally my new blogskin is up!haha my week has been fun fun .. First went to the church alpha camp to help out..thinking that it will be boring..but i was wrong!!..its actuallie quite fun!..haha i even had the chance of having a heart to heart tok with ching n jo. heh reallie appreciate those encouragements..u guys rox!! Sunday went to town on sun to look for somebodi's earings whaha.. walk until leg break liao still cannot find heh..i must say that shopping reallie cultivate a person's patience man..haha in the end we went to catch pacifier haha it was a gd show la but dun think its worth 8.5.. Mon i have a DATE!!haha so dumb la..my fren mum actuallie didnt allow her to mix with ard with her gal frens too often..because she is afraid that my fren's thinking will become kuku one day..haha..so we went to catch wedding date togt..a not bad show la but i think pacifier better.. heh..after that we ate dinner togt..then off we go to istana park for a stroll..wah..see so many couples doing all sort of furniee thing there..we were like very noisy there la haha..intruding the peaceful n romantic ambience there..haha.. but who cares..its fun!! Tues i am gg to work later!! yes..finally!! time to replenish my $$ haha.. hope it will be fun!! haf been eating very little recently..sighh..i gonna distract myself with activities so as not to anyhow think abt things..aghh!!!its forbidden!! i must overcome it!! resist it!! help!! |
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/ 6:17 PM
Thursday, April 07, 2005
wow..my week has been good..
woohoo~haha..all thx to naruto..lol... I need to have more Faith!! Hope!! and Love!! |
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Mon, 4th April,2005/ 1:18 PM
Monday, April 04, 2005
wahh recently i got to know so many dark secrets about some pple..sigh..some of which is very disturbing until i can hardly slp..sigh man..everyone thinks tt he is changing for the better but they dunno wats lurking beneath in him..i used to think tt this world is very simple and direct..haha! guess its not afterall.. i am utterly disappointed and yet glad at the same time. Disappointed becos this world is damn ugly la =X and glad becos i realise that God is reallie amazingly good man.. i mean ..i cant stand myself befriending with a person whu SEEMS to be a gentlemen infront of many and yet a hyprocite, wats more to even love them?? haha how to man?? However, God can! God rox! He oversees everything.He noes everything.Your problems, dark secrets, sins and etc. Most importantly, as much as our sins hurt Him,He still chooses to forgive us and embrace us with His great love everytime we fall.Amen! btw the show be cool rox..go catch it!` |
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Sat,2nd April,2005/ 12:50 PM
Saturday, April 02, 2005
wah went to the gym ydae..
my fren is crazy la..think everybody is as strong as him haha forced mi to do more than wat i possibly cld as a result my whole body hurts like crap now.. aghh.. |
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