why am i always stucked in these kind of situations..

wrong time, right place..

or

right time, wrong place..

or

wrong time, wrong place..


just when i thought that things can't get any worse than that.

i got wrong time, wrong place n totally wrong people.

argh!

You're the Light in this darkness
You're the Hope to the hopeless
You're the Peace to the restless

For greater things have yet to come~
And greater things are still to be done in this City~

oh my gosh.. with a blink of eyes again, school reopens again.. during lecture just now, i wasn't feeling the least bit prepared for it. hah. was day dreaming through out the 3 hrs.

i need my focus back!

Anyways, just found out from my friends that in order to marry a girl. Guys need to give their to be wife 3 rings. The proposal ring, enagement ring and then finally the wedding knot ring. If the to be wife is kind enough, the proposal ring n enagement ring can be the same. haha.

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our dark that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people don't feel insecure around you.We are all meant to shine as children do. Its not just in some of us; its in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsiously give other people to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others. Sir I just wanna say thank you . . . You saved my life." - Timo Cruz played by actor in the movie Coach Carter.


Strangely how a movie quote like this can answer some of the burning questions in my heart..
For those who haven't seen the movie yet. Please watch it. It is very meaningful show.

Firstly, really*1000 want to thank God for my results. It is like another classic example how He showers his amazing grace abundantly on me again and again. The semester i just gone through is thought to be hardest in my course duration, and it is proven so by the fact that many people have received disappointing results, however yet, it is the best results i ever received. I got 1 high distinction and 3 distinctions. The 3 distinctions i got were really close shave, because all three are 70 marks on the dot, which is the beginning mark for a distinction grade. Being said, i now have 6 modules that are 70 on dot among the 12 modules i taken so far. That is like half of all the modules i took just nice hit the distinction grade. How lucky(gracious in christian context) can that be. Imagine if i had a mark lesser for each of these, my gpa would be much lower than the current one man.

Now, i am back on track again for my degree in distinction, and hopefully i can maintain it for one more semester, then i can officially be a degree in distinction student. heh. btw that is title given to student, who on average get at least a distinction for all the modules in the course. With that title, a student will be conferred a first class honours if he/she continues to do that extra one year for their honours. First class honours would be good, but i dont have that financial mean to accomplish it. So i guess i would be contented enough if i am blessed with a degree in distinction, as it is already somewhat a big achievement in my life.

Once again..
Thank God!
Amen!

Labels: A Thanksgiving Heart

Wow been donkey years since i blogged. Life is pretty much the same with its unpredictable ups and downs, but i have learned to handle it more effectively these days as compared to the past. Perhaps, i have really grown and become stronger.

Anyway in another ten hours time, i will be doing my first marathon of my lifetime, and i hope its not certainly gonna be the last one. Many more to come after that yea! i always been wondering how is it like to complete a full marathon. The process of training for it, running it and completing it. What exactly to expect from each of these different phases. i have read other people's marathon experience online, it all says the same; a great sense of achievement and lessons that can be used in other aspects of life. i think i already know what it means by that, but maybe what is lacking to that knowledge is the impact of going through the whole experience myself. Only then, i can live to tell tales of it to encourage and impact others, or motivate myself in this harsh reality marathon journey called life.


Dear Heavenly Father,

Accept our gratitude for the opportunity to participate in this contest and in the larger race of life. We accept with thankfulness the wholeness and well being which running contributes to our living. As running brings pleasure to our lives so may our efforts on this day bring pleasure to you, our Creator.

We give thanks for physical bodies wonderfully made. Help us to exercise good stewardship of the health, energy, and clarity of mind provided for our use. Bless our efforts in training to develop these gifts to their full potential.

Give us the strength to endure and the passion to persevere. Protect us from injury and illness. May we possess courage and character in adequate supply to meet the challenge before us.

Grant each of us the integrity to do our best in the quest to finish well. We can do no more and desire no less.

Thank you for the sense of community created by our common commitment to run. As we seek to realize personal goals help us to also celebrate the accomplishments of others. Grant that we may find joy not only in competition but also in the privilege of running together.

Remind us on this day and through all of life that we never run alone.

Amen.

Labels: Runners' Prayer

so now what? sch got started two weeks ago, and i barely started my car engine.. haha so much for saying i want to do better than my previous sem.. at least my friend said some stuff that made me feel less guilty.. "it's ok that u haven't started the engine, because i have not even got into the car yet" - eric.. haha.. that's really really funny.. guessed everyone's engine would only start after the chinese new year holidays..

On a side not, i got myself two shirts from top man.. it's really different from what i would normally wear.. meaning no more those dark coloured polo tees.. haha.. well, i hope this would break my image a little, and creates that refresh look out of me.. ;)

Labels: new look?

After thinking it through for a few days what i want to acheive in the year 2009.. it has been finally concluded that i want to..

1)Live to honour and glorify God by developing a closer relationship with God, and drawing people to Him at the same time as well.

2)Do well in my studies, and hopefully by the grace of God, i can graduate with a degree in distinction end of this year.

3)Complete a full marathon race within the timing set by standchart.

4)Start a relationship with a God fearing lady. :D

5)Start taking the driving basic test.


Another brand new year has started.. full of new challenges and exciting possibities ahead.. I am gonna live everyday as if it was the last.. Cheers!

I was working on the day of christmas eve..

Thinking that it is gonna be one of my worst christmas eve ever..

Missing out all the fun that is coming from my cell grp christmas party..

However.. things turned out otherwise.. way way beyond my expectation..

I was actually asked to be the soundman for New Life Community Church christmas party event held at marina mandarin hotel..

Had alot of fun, joy and laughters counting down to christmas with a bunch of brothers and sisters in christ whom i never knew before..

oh yess.. there was this really beautiful, glamourous and gracious looking ballerina in the skit..

She was dancing with a little ballerina girl beside her..

They seemed to be floating on stage with their every moves and leaps..

Somehow, that ballerina girl managed captured my attention without me knowing when..

When she smiles, it simply melt my heart..

How i wished i have the chance to get to know her..

Unfortunately, i don't..

But, i still want to thank God..

Thank God for showing me the existence of such a beautiful creation in my life..

This fills me with the hope of finding that perfect dream girl of my life..

what a twist of event.. haha..

Anyway, MERRY CHRISTMAS to ALL!!~

Labels: I saw an angel

MAGIC OF SINGLISH!

A minute to destress :
Only WE understand this 'Singlish' language!

This is hilarious... even an Englishman could not construct sentences using numeric which is exclusive only to Malaysians and Singaporeans.
Ah Lek was asked to make a sentence using 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9 and 10.
Not only did he do it 1 to 10, he did it again from 10 back to 1. This is what he came up with ...
1 day I go 2 climb up a 3 outside a house to peep. But the couple saw me, so I panic and 4 down. The man rush out and wanted to 5 with me.
I run until I fall 6 and throw up. So I go into 7 eleven and grab some 8 to throw at him. Then I took a 9 and try to stab him. 10 God he run away.
So, I put the 9 back and pay for the 8 and left 7 eleven.

Next day, I call my boss and say I am 6. He said 5, tomorrow also no need to come back 4 work. He also asks me to climb a 3 and jump down.
I don't understand, I so nice 2 him but I don't know what he 1.

HAHA.. like that also can.. -.-!